Valentine's Day

I originally posted this entry on February 14th, 2008 on LiveJournal. The group name was 021408 "Cupid's Drop Box" where people could write Valentine's to their loved ones, crushes, friends, family, etc and post them either with their username or anonymously. I've yet to look this year, but I'm sure another community was formed using the name: 021410. I wonder if the person who wrote the letter is still posting it ...

Thursday, February 14, 2008
sinfulx 1:48 pm

Just out of curiosity, I went to the LJ community, Cupid's Drop Box (021408) and looked in at the e-Valentine's being left and came across this one:

Dear Self,

You are lovely and although you are single on Valentine's Day, you also get to spend all your money on me.

Don't worry, he's out there, and after all this time spoiling yourself you'll look just dazzling when you meet him.

I'm not worried, you shouldn't be either.

So Self, I hope we have a wonderful holiday and perhaps this will make someone else smile in the process.

Shine on beautiful girl, no one's called last dance just yet.

Love,
Yourself

(A Happy Valentine's Day to all those other one's listening in...)

Whoever wrote this is amazing (it was posted anonymously) ... haha. Totally brought a smile to my face.

Happy Single's Awareness Day!!!! =D

So in honour of Single's Awareness, I'm going shopping with my mum today ;)

Twitter.

If you follow me on Twitter, you know that I update it constantly. If I annoy you with my non-stop updates, feel free to unfollow me ... especially if we never speak anyway.

Sometimes I update to keep certain people "in the know" because they're not seeing the same things I'm seeing and I like to discuss with them. Don't assume I'm updating just for myself or for you. So seriously, unfollow me if I piss you off that much. I won't miss you.

kthxbai ;)

My Week in Review

This week has been a total rollercoaster in terms of how I've been feeling ... I don't really feel like elaborating much so I'm just posting the "word cloud" of everything that's gone on this past week, in a non-chronological order.

Annoyance. Frustration. Stress. Rejection. Thinking. Hurt. Dangerous. Laughter. Sadness. Stress. Good. Smile. Questioning. Protest. Stunned. Shock. Fear. Stupidity. Running. Avoidance. Pencil-stabbing. Bored. Reluctance. Determination. Life. Stress. Quit. Discouraged. Stress. Panic. Jealousy. Longing. Realization. Acceptance. Apathy. Letting go. Anger. Stress. Fake. Excitedness. Crashing down. Reality bites. Life stinks. Motivation.

Despite it all, I always have to remember that it could always be worse. My life really isn't that bad and I can't sweat the small stuff. I just have to keep my head on straight and focus on my goals.

Remember Ruby.

Ughhh...

So many lost opportunities, I'm seriously kicking myself.

Apologize.

Apparently my expectations of you were too high. I don't know how I possibly ever expected you to understand anything in my life. I don't even know you anymore: you're shallow, selfish, and presumptuous. Once upon a time was a beautiful thing and now reality has come crashing down; we're too different.

I'm letting you go.