Flawed Design II.

...but for now just let me be in this flawed design because it is all that I am and all that I know.

Circa2010

I'm far from perfect: I cry a lot. I feel completely useless some of the time. I still really only know how to express myself through writing. I don't think I'm able to completely open myself up to anybody. I'm too independent but too dependent at the same time. I don't know how to deal with certain things. I hate confrontation. I run away. I hide inside of myself. I fear change. I'm unsure of a lot of aspects of my life ... except for one thing (just ask.)

Right now it feels like it's a never-ending winter in my world ...