I Am So Lonely.

I'm loving Mexico, especially the food and weather, but I am terribly homesick because I left a huge part of me at home. Between the differences in schedule (time zone is the same amazingly) and the ridiculously slow internet speeds or even lack of connection at times from my end, it's making this so much more difficult and frustrating.

I've never been one to really proclaim how I feel, especially when it comes to missing someone, in the public forum. I usually find it awfully saccharine and tacky when others do it, but I find I need to this time around. I left my heart at home and the void is starting to get to me.

You're the Universe to Me.

Who gives a fuck about your first love? Give a big round of applause for your second love because they taught you love still exists after you thought it never could again.

So here's to the one that I'm truly getting to experience "nothing ever comes easy, but it's worth it" with.  The one who can piss me off like no one else, but make me smile the next second.  The one who gives me a vision to look forward to.  The one who accepts me even at my absolute grouchiest ogre-ish moments.  The one who truly keeps me grounded.  The one who takes care of me.  The one who understands my stupid little quirks.  The one who completely obliterated the walls I put up and stole my heart even when it was still in pieces.

There Is No Fear Now.

I'll take your bad days with your good,

Walk through the storm,

I would do it all because I love you.