I'm Kicking the Curb.

Just buy me a one-way ticket to Disasterville because I'm a trainwreck.

(That's not the wind, that's my massive sighing as I attempt to pick my self-esteem up off the floor)

Stupid Girl.

I messed up.  This time there is nobody to blame but myself. Evidently, I cannot just leave well enough alone.  In this case, it was more than well enough - it was great.  Not just good, great.

And I had to go and ruin it.

Ugh.

I'm not sad, just angry.