Quotable VI.

“A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one.”

- Mae West

It's the experiences and bad memories of the past that help shape the present and future. It took being stupid and jaded to get to this point now. It took a whole bunch of rough experiences and hits to the ego. It took a couple of heart cracks (never breaks) and countless tear-filled evenings. It took anger and frustration. But in all, despite the pain and anger and sadness, I learned a lot from those experiences. Back then I became a girl that I hated, someone I never thought that I would be ... and now? I'm comfortable now, happy with who I am but at the same time, I want to be better yet. And I will be because this time it's different. This time I'm not being used. This time I'm not being forced into plans for waaaaaaaay off into the future. This time I'm being treated as equal. This time I am not being told that I am stupid or ridiculous whenever I say something. This time I'm not striving to be something I'm not. This time I am actually happy. This time everything is mutual. Thank you.

Sorry everyone, my blog entries have been kinda boring lately. Hopefully I'll have a proper one to post soon. =)