Fearless.

Right now I am at a place in my life where I am comfortable. Everything feels natural. Everything is just falling into place. I have so much control yet I have none at the same time. I don't mind. I am perfectly content to just let everything happen the way it's meant to happen.

This is something entirely different.

I feel entirely natural with my emotions, which rarely happens. I completely understand how I feel and why I feel. I am happy in my own skin. I am happy with the way life is going at the moment. I am pursuing my happiness.

I am not alone.

It's about trust, openness, acceptance, a bit of mystery, parts of the past, and the ability to move forward. It's about taking chances, asking questions, and understanding. It's about the jokes, the laughter, the knowing stares ... a routine. It's about growth.

I am in a good place. Of course, it didn't come without certain obstacles. I had to deal with my tumultuous and over-analytical thoughts. I had to learn to face my fears: fears of ruining a good thing, fears of truly letting myself live, fears of success. I still have some fears but they're only minor. For this moment, I feel fearless.



But I am what I am, and I am what I am afraid of. Oh what am I afraid of? I need a fearless love, don't need to fear the end. If you can't hold me now, you will never hold me again. I want to life my life pursuing my happiness. I want a fearless love, I won't settle for anything less.

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