Revisited: All at Once.

I first posted this song two years ago and it had a completely different meaning for me then than it does now.  In all honesty, finding this song again has given me some peace of mind.  I know, I know, in a few days or weeks I'll probably be writing another super sad/moody/angry entry again, but for now, this song is a comfort.  It sums up how the past two years went, and how now is going.

Call me naive, call me out for believing too much, but I firmly adhere to "If it's meant to happen, it will happen." Yes, we have to work for something - to achieve it, to maintain it - but if it's really and truly meant to work out, it's beyond our control. So who knows - maybe I'll meet someone else.  Or maybe he'll come back to me.  We found our way back to each other once, it may happen again.  That's really what's given me peace of mind.  I can't change his mind or how he feels about me right now (because right now, I'm pretty sure I'm one of the people on earth he really doesn't like too much), but who knows, in a few years, maybe we will? On the flip side, maybe we'll just find completely different people and go our own separate ways.  It's entirely out of my control now, and in some strange way, that's comforting.

Anyway ... sorry if my rambling doesn't make much sense.  My mind is swimming from my sick-with-a-cold brain and the fact that I have a midterm tomorrow which I've been cramming for all evening.

Til the next,
- Adrienne.
  

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing 

and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another
To another