It's been one of those evenings where I've thought myself into a hole. Surprise, surprise!
Although, I should say I haven't cried, so that's gotta count for something, right?
It started with watching a TV show he and I used to watch together, then I just kinda got stuck. Fretting about driving on ice tomorrow morning for the first time this season, and reminiscing on all the snowball fights, early morning snuggles, coffee dates of winters past. Thinking back to conversations about the aforementioned show - including making fun of the more ridiculous ideas presented, and making up our own possible business endeavours ... realizing that smile and laugh will never be directed at me again.
Not even my fresh manicure can shake this chill.
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