Apologies for the lack of posts lately. I find myself in a place where I can't muster up the energy to actually do something productive with my emotions.
The truth is, I just don't want to exist anymore.
That's not to say I want to die, because I don't. I just want to disappear into a cloud of dust and reappear when it can be guaranteed life is done screwing me over.
If I didn't have responsibilities, I would sink into the dark oblivion that sleep provides and attempt to stay there forever. I know it sounds dramatic, but I really would like to sleep forever right now. I'm so sick of feeling this way.
(Despite my lack of will-power, I am currently drafting an actual post, another one of my exercises in creativity type posts. Hopefully it'll be up by the weekend.)
Recommended listening: Good Night, Good Night - Maroon 5
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